k338 02/09/2011wed in japan. 今の父との暮らしが、決して不幸せではありませんのに、通所施設からの問合せがありました。「入所施設に移ったらどうですか？　今の三倍の費用が、かかりますが。」通所施設から２キロくらい北西の、丘の上の入所施設に父をお願いするということは、親子喧嘩をしながら毎日歩いて通所している私には、職員さんの言葉が、「死に場所はここ（今、お世話になっている通所施設と自宅のある、この地域）ではなくて、丘の上の入所施設（つまり、父にとっての住まい・新しい現住所のあつかいになる施設）ですよ。」と響きました。私の心には辛く響きます。体よく姥捨て山に父を送るようです。在宅介護をなんとか曲がりなりにも続けられている町内（京都市紫野）の暖かな見守りの中に、小さな満足を得ながら生き続けておりたいと願っているうちに、雨の朝を迎えました。それぞれの家庭には、身を切られる思いをしている毎日があるように思えます。皆様の健勝を願っています。 The living with present father was and the day care institution inquired happily. ｢Should move to the be imprisoned facilities?, Though it costs three times the current cost. ｣ Parting from the day care institution to which we families had been indebted, and asking the be imprisoned facilities on the hill only for father sounded in me (The parent and child fight is done every day) , saying that "The death place is the be imprisoned facilities (in a word, facilities that became a residence for fatherYoshimi and new treatment at the present address) on not here (this region with home with the indebted day care institution now) but the hill" now. It sounds painfully in my mind. It seems to send father to throwing away mountain by my one-sided convenience. The wish as wanting keep living while getting a small satisfaction in a warm watch of the town (Kyoto City Murasakino) to which home care managed to be continued somehow or other, and the morning of rain were received. There seems to be every day when the desire in which the body is cut is done at each home. We(motherRaku,Kiyotaka) wish health of everybody.