k149 07/29/2010thursday in japan. 介護をしていると、人はいずれ身内の人の死に方を演出するかのように、その身内の人の死に方に寄り添って介護を続ける時期が来るようです。今、当に、そのタイミングが私にも訪れました。少なくとも、身内の人の幸せな死生観をはっきり確かめる時期になりました。不慮の事故等で、身内の人を亡くす悲しみに打ちひしがれている方々の突然の辛さともまた違った演出を迫られる心苦しさが、夏の暑さと二重にこたえています。The time that keeps being nursed drawing close to how for the relative's person to die like producing how for relative's person to die sooner or later seems to come the person in case of nursing. The timing visited me now. At least, it became time when relative's person's happy outlook on the necrobiosis was clearly confirmed. It is doubly answered that painful on which production the re-different from sudden painful of the smittening people is urged by sadness of losing relative's person is the heat of summer such as unexpected accidents.